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[lonelyshadows]

[ guess who's finally coming back to the cabin like a dog with its tail between its legs? this one ]

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[lonelyshadows]

Eh? Who?

[voicelessshadows]

Ryuusei.

[lonelyshadows]

. . .

Do you like him more than you like me?

[voicelessshadows]

[ . . . We just had a huge fight. That's an extremely weird question to ask so soon]

[lonelyshadows]

[ i don't like takuma more than you ]

[voicelessshadows]

Being best friends and having a crush is different, isn't it?

[lonelyshadows]

[ but. i . . . actually like you. except. i can't tell you that so ]

. . . right. You're right. Sorry.

[voicelessshadows]

[I sort of like you too, but you're a dick and you're signals are mixed.]

You're still my best friend though.

[lonelyshadows]

I know.

[ but. that's why i came back to apologize to you. because i realized liking you was more important than liking takuma ]

[voicelessshadows]

[If you weren't such a coward and just said that, you'd be fine.]

Why are you still giving me that look then?

[lonelyshadows]

What look?

[voicelessshadows]

Like I kicked your puppy.

[lonelyshadows]

Good luck with Ryuusei. He's a great guy.

[voicelessshadows]

That's not what you mean.

[lonelyshadows]

I mean it in the way that I want you to be happy, alright?

[ but i also want you to be happy with me ]

[voicelessshadows]

You're still giving me the kicked puppy look so just out with it.

[lonelyshadows]

. . . it'll just ruin shit if I say it.

[voicelessshadows]

Nothing can really be worse than last time, so just say it.

[lonelyshadows]

I like you, alright? More than I like Takuma. That's why I came back to say I was sorry. Because you were more important than him to me.

[ now he has to walk away ]

[voicelessshadows]

[... Why are you always leaving]

[lonelyshadows]

[ because i'm afraid that you didn't want to hear that and will reject me ]

[voicelessshadows]

Jun, stay.

[lonelyshadows]

There's no point in staying. I shouldn't even have said that.

[voicelessshadows]

Why are you even leaving? You'd have to come back eventually anyway.

[lonelyshadows]

Because I made things awkward, alright?!